Hmmm how am i going to start. Meet my close cuz today and he told me this from his first impression. I look lost. That word really struck me. Am i really lost. Or am i. I have this feeling that i cant be bother wf life anymore. Watever shit life is giving me, i just cant be bothered. Just waiting for school to start thats all. My love life goes down the drain. Alot of unhappy memories and just which i can forget abt them. Should i just forget abt them. Like the saying goes don find the ONE but instead be the ONE. So thats one thing out of my mind. Actually that is a large think out of my mind. All this while i been wooing gurls, dating them and most of the time it lead to failure. All this while that is the only think that keep me going on, make me enthusiastic about the day. Just for clarification, that is wat guys do most of the time so it is not just me. Since im giving that up, im lost. I must find a new purpose. A new purpose to wake me up in the morning, a new purpose to drive me or motivate me. Basicly a new purpose to live.

Yurp a Dead Blog. I think than a month since my last post.


Alot of stuff happen this few months.. Muay thai Competition, Ending of my Special Term and Cycling wf Project Pangarap Member.


First Muay thai. I lost but guess wat, i still get silver...The funny thing is there are only 2 person in my weight catogary. I will use my medal as a memory. "First Muay Thai Competition and first time fighting in a boxing ring." They say it take courage for u to enter the ring. And i know what they mean at last. the feeling is very different and there are time where u want to quit but u motivate urself to go on. Althought i lose in paper but i know im a winner... I survive the 3 round. A memorable experience which wont be forgotten for a long time.

2nd is the ending of my Special Term. I took econ and expect to get my first A..but to my regret i just get a B+. so much for working hard. Really need to improve my CAP result.


3Rd the cycling....Nice cycling...Almost cycle from ecp to changi but i cycle back halfway coz one of my friend need to leave early. Then again it is nice meeting up wf the rest after so long. Miss u guys man. Waiting for the Night cycling. Hopefully it happen.

thats all that happen for the last month....Might be another 1 month till i put up another post....


Anw enjoy my pix from the competition.