I feel so screwed today....Guess wat, im late for the NUS overseas College interview and i end up not going. Like my mom always say, i will nvr change. Guess that the reason for me failing in almost everything. My attitude need to change. Maybe thats one of the reason for my breakup. Haizz...was feeling fuck up today. I miss a golden opportunity. I need to change. If this continue i don have any future. Nvr even fast today. Go to sch but nvr attend anyting and str away buy a pack of cigerattes and smoke my way, thats how i break my fast. Was so stress up today. Even quarrel wf my mom. I just cant believe i wasted a gd opportunity. Got home and i just pretended that i fast..wtf..